Orionsguard, 46

to socialize To find a girl who can restart my love for art and life,that one has destroyed.the sad part is,that im really great at it and choose not to do it anymore ,other than the work i do every once in awhile.i have won two national art contest,have appeared in a nationallt distributed magazine and have even painted a guitar for def leppard and machine head.even then i have become withdrawn from a skill that expresses me and reaches out to everyone that sees it.so im here to see if there is one good,honest girl who can help me find my way back to where i was.sucks.i thought i was immune to such devastation.even worse ,i only admit this to strangers online..funny,didnt think i would write this.best not to waste anyones time.im not expecting anything from any of you ladies except a sincere smile and....s--- i dont know,i know i need help finding my passion again.