Isparkles, 59

Rockstar Parking i love to experience life on my own conditions. i have rules, but i'm not inflexible.
I try to be authentic, i cannot deny the person that i am, it just makes me uncomfortable when i do.
i enjoy coming up with new ideas and i see things differently than most people, but that's because i'm trying to pay attention.
i stand out, mostly because i want to.
i prefer love without boundaries, but i protect and guard my feelings, this might be a deal breaker, sometimes i get in my own way.
i am polite.
i can be secretly insecure, but i at least i am honest about that, do i get bonus points for that? I'm trying to save up enough bonus points for that trip around the world. I just don't know where to redeem them.
I do not judge and i try to love without strings.
I am unique, i'm all for ----- and i'm turned on by discipline.
I don't follow the crowd, i do have a wild and rowdy side.
I would rather be friends (but i need a lover)
I am full of contradictions and i will say appalling things at times.
I have respect for everyone's differences.
I vision an ideal future, but the present is a mystery.
I don't have time for games, i'm looking for openess and honesty. this is huge! honesty can sting, but i'd rather be stung than hurt by lies.
I am stubborn, detatched and sarcastic, but i'm not mean spirited.
I will try something new in bed. I care deeply, its not an act.
i am self-sufficient and independent.
I want to share myself, fear keeps me from it.
i get lost in my thoughts.
i have high standards for myself.
i wonder about you.