Dooner29, 44

to fill the whole between my heart and my head well lets see im 29 have a couple little boys and i work for a sat. company. i love guy things but can really enjoy romantic comedies and girl time. i am looking for my soul mate no more sticking it out in a miserable relationship. i love fishing and i am really working hard for financial stability , you know i dont think i have ever dated a girl that took care of herself. not that i run from that but i really just want to be needed for things other than money. i have been in love but i ruin everything.... no not cheating i tend to fall for my polar opposite. i do like to drink on and smoke. if you sweat the small s--- let me go i cant take it. i am add and cannot stay mad long and i am naturally a happy person. i want to feel like i have a girl that i can relate to defend and share my thoughts without worry of judgement. i have kids and i dont want more i love mine and just want to spoil them and i am scared of living the same s--- i have. any way i love to talk an never shut up so if you think you can see yourself having fun and a future the please hit me up i will definatley be honest and open....