Dennisklamn, 57

Life is an adventure, but how enriching is it if you have no one to share the experience. Finding that person that makes it all worth it is perhaps the most difficult thing. These days and this far into life it seems like an impossible endeavor. It almost seems like there is no right way to approach it and anything I do can be interpreted as wrong. If your looking to hard you are needed or desperate, if you share to much your a creeper or weirdo, if you don't share enough your hiding something or have commitment issues. If what you share is not interpreted the right way then you could be a psycho and if you do not share the right things your a liar. If your old fashion or traditional then you could be a "nice guy" and put into the friend or push over category. If you don't allow people to take advantage then your just an @ssh*le. You can be all of the things and none of them depending on who your talking to and and how they see it. All of that being said and no matter how many times I have been burned I still believe in the fairy tale, dreamer or romantic or possible a fool. And still I believe. Love is the strongest emotion, it is intoxicating, empowering and addictive. It is at the same time the best and the worst thing you came experience, the highest high when she says she loves you and the lowest hurt when she brakes your heart. It's the same thing for her, I think.
So what am I looking for? I am looking for that perfect someone. What does she look like, I don't know. How does she act, could not tell you. What does she believe in, have not a clue. What are her hopes, dreams and desires, I just don't know. But I will know it when she knocks my socks off, to coin a phrase. Cause not matter what she looks like she will be the most beautiful woman in the world. She will be funny and intriguing at the same time. She will be the most interesting person I ever met and everything she says will be meaningful. And when it happens, then I will k