New here...and desperate. please help.

[dbr70 (deleted)]

Hi (or should i say Hola!) My name is Derek and i am a 43 year old man who is disabled with being blind in my right eye. and brain damage with aspergers. i have nver had a girlfriend.wife of anykind because i just have sociel probelms i can not explain. i livce with my family which is my mom, sister and her husband and thier daughter. we moved from Texas to Cozumel Mexico. i have never lived on my own. because of my disability. When i lived in Texas i lived in the boondox where it was desolete. i can not drive so i walk to places. in Texas, there was no where to walk to. Now i maved to Cozumel and the women here seemed very interested in me...until i respond to thier interest then they back off fast. the last potential i had was sort of a last straw to me. i am at the point now where i do not see a future with a wife but...at least maybe a "friends with benefits" or SOMETHING! Please help me. i know my situation sounds bizzar but please bare with me. I do have a Facebook page but i do not know if i can link it here. I tried the catroom but i already submitted a photo and an avater but the chatroom does not recognize them. If yall could be so kind as to show me the ropes on how this works, i would be forever grateful.
I am looking for a younger woman because even though i am 43 (will be in May) i do not have the life experiance of someone my age being on his own. Like most people my age would have kids graduating high school. me i seem to relate better to people in thier 20s, because i have not been on my own. I am a virgin by circumstance. My greatest fear is that i would die a virgin. now that's what it looks like will happen.
If i am TMIing, forgive me, but the way i see it, TMIs are a cry for "HEEEEELP!" It's just i do not know where else to turn. please help me?

[throwingstones7 (deleted)]

`I think that as long as you keep trying to find someone that you will, especially if you get along best with younger peoples. Younger people always want to talk to older people, its just kind of what happens haha. I bet Cozumel is a beautiful change of scenery for you and your family The reason that they may have "backed off fast" is because some women are intimidated very easily, they like to chase instead of being chased. I know someone age 14 who has aspergers and hes one of the funniest young men I know. Do you like to play video games or anything like that? He's really something else with a piece of technology in his hand, if you dont already, you may want to think about trying some games out? You may find you really like them, and are really good at them! I wish you the best of luck on your "HEEEEELP!"-search" -with love, from Kristin.